Dear Priye,
Tere sath hokar maine jani pyar ki ek nayi paribhasha. Pyar, mere liye ek picture ki kahani thi, par jab tujhse mila, to mujhe asli pyar samajh aaya. Tune hi mujhe mahsus karaya ki pyar kya chiz hoti ha, kya ehsas hai, kya tyag hai. Tune hi mujhe pyar karna sikhaya, tere bina shayad me asli pyar kya hai kabhi samajh hi nahi pata. Seriously, m bhale hi tere upar kitna bhi ghussa karu, par sach kahu bahot pyar karta hu tujhse. Bas ye samajhle ki mera ghussa b, pyar karne ka ek tarika hi hai.
Me din me do bar bat karta hu tujhse, par 24 ghante me 86400 bar tere bare me sochta hu. Mere dil aur dimag me sirf aur sirf tera hi khayal rahta hai. Kai bar to aadhi rat ko teri yad aati hai, par chuki to soti rahti hai, isliye kabhi call nahi karta. Fir subah hote hote lagta hai, kab tera call aaye aur hamari bat ho jae. Chalo mana, ki teri rat m mera din hota h to yad aati hai. Par asal bat to yeh hai ki, kai bar tere din m, matlab meri rat m b tera khayal aa hi jata hai. Sapno me tu aati hai, par jaise hi nind khulti hai, sapna tut jata hai, sab bhul jata hu. Ek kasak si rah jati hai man me ki, me tujhe hi yad kar raha tha.
Tune hu mujhe yeh ehsas dilaya ki, Pyar kise kahte hai. Tune mujhse bina 6 mahine kate, vo 6 mahine, kisi pariksha se kam nahi the. Un mahino me tune mujhe yakin dilaya ki tujhse samajhdar aur hoshiyar ladki koi b nahi. Me to hu hi bevkuf bigda hua dhakkan. Par tu samajhdar hai, hoshiyar hai. Tu janti hai, samajhti hai, mujhe b sambhalti hai. Ek Pativrata Stri hai. ye sab koi bade bade shabd nahi, asliyat hai. Yu na samajh ki m teri tarif kar raha hu, m sirf ek tohfa de raha hu.
6 mahino bad hum mile aur mil kar mujhe meri galti samajh aai. Milkar maine jana ki me tujhe abhi tak ahmiyat nahi deta tha, jo tujhe milni chahiye. Tujhse milkar maine jana, ki me tujhe kitna kam samajhta tha, asal me tu Pyar ki murat hai. Tune mujhse asli pyar kiya hai. Mafi mangna chahta hu tujh par roz itna ghussa karne k liye, par hum dono k bich koi vyakti aata hai to mujhe jamta nahi. I am sorry.
Lagta hai bahot sara likh diya, tu padh kar bor ho jaegi.
Aage ka, agle post me.
Truly Yours,
Your Kuku
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